Friday, April 16, 2010
Prep for Showings
The thought occurred to me: How much to I prepare my heart (as Christ's home) for His coming?
I rarely give too much thought to the second coming or end times. I tend to feel that dissecting the details of what may happen is a waste of time when, regardless of your views, the implications are exactly the same: Love God and Love People to show God's Love! I was challenged, however, to ponder how ready I am to show myself to my Lord, whether He comes to me or I go to Him.
Do I have too much clutter in my life? Am I hoarding things that speak more to the things of my own personal desires and not the desires of Christ? If I was called to Him tomorrow, what would I want to clean up, remove, or redo?
One of the things that I am currently struggling with is my "purpose." Because we have chosen to keep our family as it is, we do feel we are uniquely situated to do something. I don't exactly know what. It's part of our NEED LESS PROJECT. We want to position ourselves to be able to be used in whatever way God calls us. At this exact moment, I don't feel ready to meet Christ. I want to redo a few things and I'm not sure how long to wait to begin. I want to pursue purpose! My heart is telling me there is more than what I am doing and that I have a calling that is greater. Fortunately, I know God is working and as I am listening, I am confident that God will reveal His desires for me. I'm pretty sure my life will be changing in the next year and I'm not sure how, exactly. One more thing I can find comfort in, is that God is using this moment to prepare me for whatever it is He will do. Time is never wasted.
In the time I have been given, I want to do better preparation. I need to de-clutter and spruce up a few places in my life and spend a bit of effort on places that I have been letting go too long.
This is a showing for which I want to be prepared!